L0L its been 5 month since I've updated this thing. I'm so0o bored right now, so I'll just write in this and kill some time haha. wow this xanga is 4 years old!!  how cool is that!!! 2007 The year of 2006 didn't really go well for me. Well, yea I did have fun and was happy here and there. But I don't know... I just didn't like that year. So here's 2007... I didn't really make a new years resolution cause whats the point of me making one, if I know that after a few weeks, i'll end up not following it anymore ya know. But.. I do have one new years resolution. [x] To not be stessful about life and just enjoy it to the fullest. [x] Last year, that was one of the reasons why I didn't like it. Yeh I may not seem like a person who would stress out and such haha. But...like... I was just stressed out about growing up. Rushing to grow up... And I'm still am.. But knowing that my friends are going through the same phase, makes me feel better about it. I really miss being a kid when everything was so simple. Everytime I think about it, I wish I was still one. One thing I don't regret about being a kid is that, I really did enjoy it to the fullest. But, now that became the past. Now, I gotta concentrate on the presents. At times, Im so confuze. Am I suppose to love growing up, or hate it?. Being a teenager is harder than I thought. Rushing to get a job and to finally make money on your own so you don't have to deal about being broke, I0U's to your friends, and parents saying you spend to much money. Rushing to drive so you wouldnt have to deal about asking or even begging your parents to take you to the mall, movies, and etc. or asking a friend to take you and pick you up. Actually caring about your grades because it counts towards college. Rushing to go to college, so you can make your own rules. Dealing with your parents who most of the time don't understand us. Dealing with drama that comes our way. Most importantly - Making wise decisions. Ya feel me?.. What I learned is that, Patience is all it needs. Let the problems step aside, and enjoy being a teenager.  Okay. Enough of that. haha. This year, has been good so far. Except finals are coming up  LOL. My grades are good I guess. It's wayyyyy better than last years. Shoot I had 4 d's last yr. Now , i have no D's!! I just have a low C in English and Algebra II. The Final Exams are my only hope to get it up hah!. Winter Camp is coming up!!! Woohoo!!! It's actually gunna be fun this year, I can feel it! L0L Basketball season - I've learned alot this year. Not saying that Mr. & Mrs. Lobdell weren't good coaches from last year, cause they were good coaches as well. It's just that the two new coaches this year taught me alot more and inspired me more. Yesterday, After I played a Varsity game against Viewpoint, Coach Mercado talked to me for a while. She told me something that I would probably never hear again from another coach. "You are one of the most greatest player on the team. You have that talent in you. You are capable of pushing it to the next level and doing your best. You can do it. I know you can... And never say you can't" Ya know.. That just made my day there. I was doing so poorly during the game, and after I just felt so angry at myself cause I knew I coulda done better. I was just throwing negative thoughts in my head. Telling myself there's no way I can be in Varsity, I can't play as good as them, I can't be fit like them, I probably made the most errors, and I'm just eligible being in the JV Team. And here comes Coach Mercado wanting to talk to me. At first I thought she was gonna talk about how poorly I played, but nope. What she said really inspired me to actually work harder in becoming a good player. And like... Everytime I play basketball, I can still hear those words. I never knew it'd affect me in a good way, just by hearing that from someone especially from your own coach. . See coaches like that are huge brownie points to players haha. Yup... Anyways.. hmmmm.. another one of my long blogs huh. HAHAHA! Arytteee. I'm done for the night -____-'. L0L Till next time.... ADi0S. | 
. skool starts nex week! wow. summer went by fast!. but im kinda glad skool is startin cause its better than bein bored all day right?. haha. well i ono what to talk to talk bout... life has been aryte.. o ya!!!
. Thanks to him!! haha. i wanted to keep my test but the lady threw it away 
.. i think its cause its almsot a perfect score?. well thats what my mom said haha. now all i gotta worry bout is gettin my license but thats not until march lol. Mann i hope my parents will let me drive alone illegally atleast just to school or around the area... 
. Well, I juss got back from Laughlin, NV. Damn its hella hot there! of course cause its Nevada righ?. L0L. seriously doh. The trip was cool. Its the same feeling as usual lol, spending time with the familia yet a bit B0RED. haha. I mean, since my siblings are young we cant do as much activites. and There was alot of water activities that i coulda gone on but my parents they always seem to say "yeh we'll do that nex time we come again" wen we coulda gone at that time. -___-.. JETSKiiNG and HELiC0PTER ride was wuh i wanted to do the most... But... N0PE... ::sighs:: Its okay tho.. On top of that, It was pretty fun i guess. We got to go ona Cruise to the Colorado River, Bowling [watching old people bowl is hella funny!], Watch people gamble, and watched W0RLD TRADE CENTER. That movie was hella touching. It was G00D. Yet I really dont understand why they just concetrated on two people, i thought it would be ALL about the trade center and what happend and stuff ya know. I hada a lil fever las nite. I've been 2nd hand smoking lately 
. yeh. just 2 more days of summer school!!!... W00H00!!!!!!. Im gunna miss Miss Thompson. we shuld throw a party on friday aftr finals, loll!. hmm.. im bored. its almost 3am.. im tired yet i cant fall asleep. im "jetlagged" lol i fell asleep earlier ago, poop. i wanna get my permit!!. Im so confuzed on how to get one. Andy said that you havto enroll ina class at this place and do all these stuff.. BUT my dad said you can just study and when your ready you go to the dmv and take the permit test. Im kinda goin for Andy's side lol. buh yeh.. damn i hope my dad gets the point and enrolls me even tho it cost like 300?. L0L!. hmm.. today? Nothing much happend.. just boringness so not gunna even talk about it.. HAHA! You know wuh ive been watching over the summer? filipino drama shows. Sa piling mo and Butwin Walang Ningning. I think thats how u pronounce it lol. buh yeh. i LOVE those 2 shows. Sometimes it makes me cry hahaha!! Anyways.. lets talk about "him".